Kitty's Shorts, Poems & Literary Explorations
It Exists
The Impossible Love.
It reveals itself with a simple thought,
baffling, unattainable, ripping Thy soul.
The non pretending Love,
unconditional, inevitable, resigned
contented by the simple thought of Thee.
Whenever you silence your conscience
bully it comes back
loud of its promises, its wishes
those flights that you only can quench
by singing it, crying it, dancing it
embracing it.
Moan after moan
devouring
Kiss by kiss
defeating
Mutually breaking the borders
making their souls being Two
Liquid celebrated triumph.
Scream of holy senses
Dance of abandon and possession
bliss of becoming One
Oh Yes, please, tie me, so that You will witness how all day I long to stretch my hand to offer Thee myself.
Tie me, do it, do it, do it, do that as a proof of my trust in You doing to me whatever You wish and our wishes and dreams do feed each other.
Offered, One with you, Relying.
Do it, and when You will, You will sense in every cell, on your skin, how I do ache when we are not connected and how my love pulls you to return to me. Yours, fierce, desirous, free within our knots.
Tie me with your love, Your care, the power that binds us.
And if You will decide to tie me wordlessly, You will know me there. My eyes will speak and you will smile. Do it and I will make You feel the Goddess in my mortal life. Do it and my love, lust, and sacred desire will pull You, making You feel like hurrying to Your Kitty to find her melting in lustrous desire and immense true living passion.
Tie-me-not, because I am tied to You already and forever.
Tie-me-yes, though please, feel me!
Let o/Our love tie us, ropeless, through hard ropes. Let my Love crave You.
Tie me to the bedposts please, allow yourself to do that to Your Kitty please, so that she will pant for hours even more in the need of you.
Amplify this devouring need already filling my every minute make it stronger what I cannot conceive being greater.
Tie me there please, and I will fill Your heart with the image of me and my Love. Allow yourself to do it please and I promise to inhabit Your soul with the vision of my mind, heart and body, as I truly am, every moment of the day: YOURS, tied, belonging.
It will have in you even more palpable, the burning feeling of this love that is all Yours and need You and only You to set on fire our existences.
Tied already we are.
Intertwined forever,
in unbreakable Oneness.
Kitty – 2020
I never miss You, when I miss You,
to miss You, it means You touched my heart.
It means You blessed me, with being important for me.
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Missing you is much more
than simple “missing”.
Even Your absence
brings me You,
a palpable You.
Thus when I say I miss You,
what i am really saying is
“Thank You, You are with me: now“
My heartbeat,
Death, as they call it, is nothing.
You feel me, I do feel You.
I crossed the door,
to this adjacent room
I am still me, you are still you.
what we were, for one another, we still are.
Call me the name you always gave me,
the one familiar to you;
speak to me in the same affectionate way
the one you always used.
Do not change the tone,
do not assume a solemn or sad face.
Keep laughing about what made us laugh,
about those little things we so liked.
Let our laughters chirp and bring joy, as we always did.
Pray, smile, think about me but in the same familiar way.
Pronounce my name without any trace of sadness.
Our life preserves the same meaning it always had;
it is the same as before.
There is a continuity which does not break.
Why should I be out of your thoughts and your mind,
only because I am out of your sight?
I am not far,
I am on the other side,
I am behind that door.
No need to worry, to hurry.
Be reassured, it is all ok.
You will still find my heart,
you will find the same tenderness, purified.
Dry Your tears, don’t cry,
Eternity is in our hearts, we built it.
Your smile is my peace
Out of you I will make a field
I will fill it with wild flowers, primroses and daisies
Then I will turn myself into the sky
the Sun, Moon and rain will bless us
There we will sit, smile, chat and kiss
In there You will find me, in there, in You.
In verses I’d paint – the sky above us
In tongue strokes I’d write – our names on her skin
In howled screams I’d scratch – the Moon and the Stars
With smiles – I do cradle the thought of her heart
With moans – I do chant our passion and bliss
With jolts – I do daydream of untamed pleasures
Then
Panting I close – these inappropriate lines
Breathing I lower – the lids of my eyes
Smiling I’ll live – the rest of my day
Be the fresh Water
quenching my Soul’s thirst.
Be the Spark
making me thirsty again
In a Dance that can be endless
Be what You only can be
Every morning I dress You
in fruits, scents and emotions,
made of colours nobody saw.
Shades and nuances invented for us.
Every morning
with the touch of my whispers I brush you.
Thy eyebrows are rainbows,
thy hair are molten gold through my fingers
Forgetting the world i’m by You .
No matter the past of the future.
Brand new every day
like bread freshly baked
I wake up and dress you with smiles
of a girl running barefoot on grass.
I bath You with white shiny waves
that fears nor the storms nor the rocks
Then i breath you, i stare you,
i silently admire and moan.
Then, in your sleep
i smile
I indulge in desiring to kiss you,
with soft furtive kisses.
I daydream to sneak in Your heart
I crave it and craving says “Love”
I hold.
That’s saying “I Love You”.
Daring more would break all the magic
of the dream you have on your lips.
Finally like a stranded floating vessel
against my will I reached the gates of night.
Laying exhausted on that shore my soul sought that
it craved both peace and furious bliss.
Goddess Hypnos rose, my flesh surrendered.
Possessed by dreams of Love I dreamt
I dreamt of sailing Oceans and riding waves of love,
swept by those winds that only tied us more, making me stronger
This very morning I found myself on the same shore, I took a breath inhaling morning air, and salt, and sky.
Droplets of my Soul 