Presence

I watch, I always do it, I’ll always do it. I care, I worry, I smile.
I promised to do it, and I will always do it. I did it because it is joy, it is something I wish, and also because I thought I could bring something I could be goodness. When we make those promises we do have those thoughts too, the bold feel that we can be something good for the other, as She is for us.
I promise I’ll be there, and I am, not for one day, not just in good times.
It is not a nice dress that I hide when the storm comes, to put it in the cabinet, and take it out again when the sun shines. The blanket of love is always there. That’s what love is, what a bonding promise is about.
It is not something to be ashamed when a stain of mud is thrown on it, it is not something I retract and give, it is not carrot and stick, I do not want people to think my Beloved deserves less than the best, no matter of the season.

I watch, care, worry, and smile when a smile illuminate Her face. Truth be told, I would like to be the spark of those smiles, yes, and indirectly I’d love to be the spark of any of Her smiles. Each and any, and this is bad, but it is good. Because if You Love it it natural to wish the joy, and to wish to bring it. It is natural to wish to share it, and hope it will inspire smiles and good bonds to others too. This is it, for me. Simply.

I promise, and I am presence, in joy and moods, bad moons and good moons, I am presence and I will be always there, watching with Love, giving love, silent if needed. Accepting and sometimes battling, under the dome of an Oath, that is foreverness, and in a non-stop continuum.

May 5, 2021 0

Wednesday

Quiet in doing what needs done in life,

quiet in smiles and storms,

quiet in taking responsibilities,

quiet in no hurting and facing truths

quiet in the tears life brings

Silent but feeling full

absorbing life

feeling every heartbeat,

every single one

Living is being coherent with myself

that way I can watch at myself in the mirror

and be proud, be in peace,

believe in good times to come

because I feel them, because I dream them

because I trust in them.

There will be running today

all of me in every stride I’ll take

May 27, 2020 0

Tie Me Please

Oh Yes, please, tie me, so that You will witness how all day I long to stretch my hand to offer Thee myself.

Tie me, do it, do it, do it, do that as a proof of my trust in You doing to me whatever You wish and our wishes and dreams do feed each other.
Offered, One with you, Relying.

Do it, and when You will, You will sense in every cell, on your skin, how I do ache when we are not connected and how my love pulls you to return to me. Yours, fierce, desirous, free within our knots.
Tie me with your love, Your care, the power that binds us.

And if You will decide to tie me wordlessly, You will know me there. My eyes will speak and you will smile. Do it and I will make You feel the Goddess in my mortal life. Do it and my love, lust, and sacred desire will pull You, making You feel like hurrying to Your Kitty to find her melting in lustrous desire and immense true living passion.
Tie-me-not, because I am tied to You already and forever.
Tie-me-yes, though please, feel me!
Let o/Our love tie us, ropeless, through hard ropes. Let my Love crave You.
Tie me to the bedposts please, allow yourself to do that to Your Kitty please, so that she will pant for hours even more in the need of you.
Amplify this devouring need already filling my every minute make it stronger what I cannot conceive being greater.
Tie me there please, and I will fill Your heart with the image of me and my Love. Allow yourself to do it please and I promise to inhabit Your soul with the vision of my mind, heart and body, as I truly am, every moment of the day: YOURS, tied, belonging.
It will have in you even more palpable, the burning feeling of this love that is all Yours and need You and only You to set on fire our existences.

Tied already we are.
Intertwined forever,
in unbreakable Oneness.

Kitty – 2020

February 5, 2020 0

My Blue Fire

In verses I’d paint – the sky above us
In tongue strokes I’d write – our names on her skin
In howled screams I’d scratch – the Moon and the Stars

With smiles – I do cradle the thought of her heart
With moans – I do chant our passion and bliss
With jolts – I do daydream of untamed pleasures

Then

Panting I close – these inappropriate lines
Breathing I lower – the lids of my eyes
Smiling I’ll live – the rest of my day

January 21, 2020 0